when i'm angry?

hmm.. i know jaime has tagged me weeks ago but only now i am posting this entry.

so let's just get to the point. i don't get angry that easily, but i do get annoyed easily over small things. but usually it won't last a sec. i'd get over it easily too.

so when i am really angry

1. i stay quiet. avoid myself from talking to others (especially to the one making me angry.. until i'm ok again~). if somebody did then i'd reply in a monotonous tone, and as brief as possible. i don't usually snap at other people (except to my family members. i'm extra-sensitive around my family members. i tend to be calmer with my friends etc.)
2. i won't tell anyone that i'm angry. so i just bare with it ALL the time. yep. sometimes it hurts but it's just i keep things to myself.
3. if it's about mess, for instance if i clean the house, and then a split second later it's gone messy again, i NAG. ok. i know i'll grow up and be a naggy mother. it's inherited i guess. haha~! But this usually happens at home, having 2 younger brothers who like to put their books EVERYWHERE does help in stirring my anger. they even told me i tend to nag a lot.
4. i cry. yep. that's cuz i don't like, or rather, don't know how to tell what's inside my head & heart. so i tend to just cry.
5. sometimes i listen to loud music, really loud. so that i can just forget what's making me angry. if i'm angry and i listen to sentimental, slow stuff, i'll cry. hehe~

hmm... i guess that's about it. i can't think of anything other than that. it's been a while now that i get really angry and i wish it stays that way. being angry is tiring. i wish someday if i ever get angry again, i can just take a calm breath, ambil wuduk, solat sunat ke and then forget everything. that's the best way.

yosh!! selesai juge akhirnye.

sign off

-wanee-

Fuh~

It seemed that the Easter break has been moving so fast. It feels like it was only a few days ago that Hannah, Farah and Jaime left for their holidays in New Zealand, and I bet they are having a fantastic time there (though I heard them throwing up and all that while they were on their road trip). And today there are actually coming back! How time flies. Yes, time waits for no one. If you waste it, then even if you cried blood tears, it will never come back. That - I hope will be something I always remember.

While they were screaming and having fun in NZ, I myself have been enjoying myself in Sydney. Those lazy days at home spending time doing nothing but watching movies, series etc. also count, but I actually WENT OUT! It's not that I am really a homey person, it's the thought of travelling by bus and having difficulties in finding a spot for prayer that kills my eagerness to go out everytime. But as I don't want to just stay home, I decided to go with Fariza, Tasha and Fatin to the Royal Easter Show. It's really just a spontaneous thing for me so I don't really buy anything except for a bag that I desperately want to use in that instance. If it wasn't for that, I might not even buy anything at all. I guess you guys already know about my fickle-mindedness in deciding to buy things.. hehe. Nonetheless, I had fun.

My true shopping spree happens when we went to Berkinhead Point (now I am not sure this is the correct spelling~ whatever.. hehe). Then it continued to Auburn. But I guess the things I bought are the things that I've always wanted so I don't really regret spending my money. Though the thought of those money fly of (literally!) upsets me a bit. Ha-ha! But well, me and my shopping habits. Once I shop, I shop till I drop! Yep yep!

That's all for today. I'm having headache now 'cuz I've been doing bilingualism readings and planning since early in the morning. Huh... determined to get things done. At least a little. Hehe. So yeah. Sign off for now. Leave you with a few pics.
-Wanee-

Goong S Ends~

For the past 3 months I have been faithfully, patiently watching Goong S~ Though it has ended quite a while ago, still for a non-korean speaker like me, it just ends just as the subs were released today~...

The feeling? Contented 'cuz finally it's over, BUT I am also sad that I won't be able to feel anxious to see Kang Hoo/ Lee Hoo in action again~ of course I'll be doing reruns after this~
but the feeling now is the same when I finished my Prison Break marathon.. sad... i don't know... like I've lost something~ funny isn't it? [...but Prison Break gave me a little bit more impact as I watched it non-stop for four days~ what's more the storyline is waaayy more intense~... I am soooooo going to watch Season 3 when it airs!]

Hmm.. Now that that's over, it doesn't mean that I am over watching dramas~ you know what I mean (raised my left eyebrows.. hehe). Fuh~ my hard drive is getting full~!!! What am I to do??? I thought the space was big enough but apparently it is NOT! I need to think of something. Hopefully buying another external hard drive won't be an option.

Anyway, I'm posting a pic of Se7en (Choi Dong Wook) as Kang Hoo/Prince Lee Hoo from Goong S (Prince Who). Jjajjangmyun shikishaneyo? (I doubt that's the right way to say it...) Haha~!

Easter break? yeah, a BREAK alright!

Yoshh~!!

It's Easter Break!
Though it's supposed to be a break~
still I have piles and piles of papers to read...
heaps and heaps of work to do...
-bilingualism: group presentation
-english for specific purposes: text analysis (the wonderful jean brick kindly let us have some more time to work on this (",")v hehe)
-education: effective teaching

Hmm... I hope I'll manage~

Anyways... there're a lot of things to watch in my list.
-prison break (only 3 more eps to go~ HUA.. I'll miss Scofield!)
-what happened in bali (i'm going to force myself watch this. i've been avoiding myself from watching this as I already KNOW it'll end STUPIDLY devastating, but i guess it's time.. ha ha... as if it's something important~duh!!)
-hana yori dango 2 (yup yup yup~~!!)

I need to come up with a plan on how to survive BOTH academically and non-academically~

sign off,
-wanee-

uri choi dong wook-kie & heo yi jae -goong s: prince who-