Posting (?)

I was told that the posting information could most probably be assessed today… but I guess it isn’t so. I don’t feel really upset, actually, as I feel almost… not that anxious to know the result yet. I mean, of course, I do think of it sometimes, but it’s not enough to make me make all the phone calls to get some info on my posting.

Weird? Well, yeah… urmm… not really. I guess it is just a nature of mine. I tend to be calm, and rather… nonchalant (?) about the whole thing, unless the time is really near. Still couldn’t get that? Let me put it this way, just say that I have one or two assignments that I need to do and I don’t really think about it until the due date is near… it’s almost like that, although not entirely the same. Is that something good? Or is it bad? I don’t even know the answer myself.

But to tell you the truth, I am quite happy that the info is not out yet. ‘Cause that means there is no exact date of when I will be leaving home… and I kind of take it my own way by thinking that it must be later that 5th of January, 2009. It’s not that I hate teaching, it’s just that being away from home since I was 16 makes me quite attached to being at home… as I felt I’ve been away too long. Or maybe, I am just plain manje… whichever you want to put it…. =)

Anyway, the rumor (or NOT) has it that the posting info will be available on the 20th. Well, I just have to keep on waiting. But hey, for the time being, let’s enjoy ourselves being BORED and RESTLESS at home, ‘cause we probably won’t be having this kind of ‘luxury’ after we are posted, huh?

Till another time.

Taa.

Wanee.

A comeback~

Today is the 11th of December… months of absence from the blogging world. I do read my friends' blog now and then, but just couldn’t find the way to write my own~ I guess the surrounding in IPBA where friends were always in reach made me quite lazy to blog… I’d rather go and kacau others than writing here. Hmm.. it’s been a long while since I write… seems like I almost forget this kind of ‘feeling’… ^^ but I guess the distance from the friends that I made these 5 and a half years will actually force me to indulge myself in the blogging world once again…

So, another few weeks of siblings fights until I am going to be sent to any school in Malaysia to start my duty as a teacher. This actually made me kind of anxious, and nervous… where will I end up? Which school? Which state? What kind of school will it be? The school culture? The students… ? All these will be answered in less than a month. I don’t even know if I am ready for this.

But then, ready or not… I have no rights to say NO (unless I have RM100,000++ to pay the gov… LOL). I am trained for FIVE YEARS AND A HALF for heaven’s sake… yet I am still very unsure~ not whether am I fit to teach, but to live on my own in a place that I might not know… and maybe with no-one to talk to ~ I guess my parents do spoil me too much… and the years in IPBA and Macquarie too… (I mean, even lodging was taken care of there, I don’t need to find a place to stay on my own~). ^^

Well, hopefully, everything will go smoothly without any problem (Praying hard~)… We’ll see in a few days.

Wanee

p/s: i miss the days in macquarie uni and ipba!