Posting (?)

I was told that the posting information could most probably be assessed today… but I guess it isn’t so. I don’t feel really upset, actually, as I feel almost… not that anxious to know the result yet. I mean, of course, I do think of it sometimes, but it’s not enough to make me make all the phone calls to get some info on my posting.

Weird? Well, yeah… urmm… not really. I guess it is just a nature of mine. I tend to be calm, and rather… nonchalant (?) about the whole thing, unless the time is really near. Still couldn’t get that? Let me put it this way, just say that I have one or two assignments that I need to do and I don’t really think about it until the due date is near… it’s almost like that, although not entirely the same. Is that something good? Or is it bad? I don’t even know the answer myself.

But to tell you the truth, I am quite happy that the info is not out yet. ‘Cause that means there is no exact date of when I will be leaving home… and I kind of take it my own way by thinking that it must be later that 5th of January, 2009. It’s not that I hate teaching, it’s just that being away from home since I was 16 makes me quite attached to being at home… as I felt I’ve been away too long. Or maybe, I am just plain manje… whichever you want to put it…. =)

Anyway, the rumor (or NOT) has it that the posting info will be available on the 20th. Well, I just have to keep on waiting. But hey, for the time being, let’s enjoy ourselves being BORED and RESTLESS at home, ‘cause we probably won’t be having this kind of ‘luxury’ after we are posted, huh?

Till another time.

Taa.

Wanee.

A comeback~

Today is the 11th of December… months of absence from the blogging world. I do read my friends' blog now and then, but just couldn’t find the way to write my own~ I guess the surrounding in IPBA where friends were always in reach made me quite lazy to blog… I’d rather go and kacau others than writing here. Hmm.. it’s been a long while since I write… seems like I almost forget this kind of ‘feeling’… ^^ but I guess the distance from the friends that I made these 5 and a half years will actually force me to indulge myself in the blogging world once again…

So, another few weeks of siblings fights until I am going to be sent to any school in Malaysia to start my duty as a teacher. This actually made me kind of anxious, and nervous… where will I end up? Which school? Which state? What kind of school will it be? The school culture? The students… ? All these will be answered in less than a month. I don’t even know if I am ready for this.

But then, ready or not… I have no rights to say NO (unless I have RM100,000++ to pay the gov… LOL). I am trained for FIVE YEARS AND A HALF for heaven’s sake… yet I am still very unsure~ not whether am I fit to teach, but to live on my own in a place that I might not know… and maybe with no-one to talk to ~ I guess my parents do spoil me too much… and the years in IPBA and Macquarie too… (I mean, even lodging was taken care of there, I don’t need to find a place to stay on my own~). ^^

Well, hopefully, everything will go smoothly without any problem (Praying hard~)… We’ll see in a few days.

Wanee

p/s: i miss the days in macquarie uni and ipba!

ciku cakk aaaa!!!

Phew~!

It has been like... MONTHS since I last blogged! I don't even want to try and count how many months have I been missing in action from the blogging world. Haks~ But all of a sudden, I crave on writing on a new entry... so I might as well just keep the blog from the comma state to the alive state again~ ^^

Anyways.... back in Malaysia... doing the whole going to class thing again in IPBA... dealing with HEP and the all those admin work which had worn me out a little bit... (but of course, that doesn't mean I lose weight!) LOL. And in a couple or so weeks, I'll be out in school for prac. That's SCARY. And the fact that I'll be teaching in an all boys' schools adds up to my nervousness. Hmm... I hope I'll finish the prac successfully and come back home still in one piece hehehe... Pray for my success, okay?

And of course, apart from helping to organise teachers' day in IPBA, I was also busy with my brother's wedding the past few weeks... and now everything is settled and we welcome Kak Ju as one of our new family member... Hehe... guess she has to put up with us speaking Kelantanese at home and try to understand it then...

Just some pics from the wedding~!

Hmm... what else? Nothing else to say! Hmm.. gotta go for now. When will I blog again? Hmm... that's a question even I cannot answer~! ^^

p/s: Tiqah text me yesterday and told that she is in KB. Gotta take her around KB then... hak hak...

Eh?

Yosh!

It's been a while after the final exam... I've always wanted to update but it seemed that I had nothing much to write on... so I've been putting things on hold, but I guess I just write whatever these fingers feel like typing for the meantime... huhu! ^^

So, here I am right now - looking at the screen of my laptop each passing day... that's basically what my life is right now... pretty boring, ey? Getting overly excited while reading news about some celebrities who don't even know I existed, getting pissed at the sometimes annoying, slow computer, getting bored when I have nothing else to watch or spazz on, eating like... all the time! worrying how heavy my luggage will be... worrying about whether I've bought enough souvenirs... all that itsy bitsy stuff that tend to make me go a lil bit crazy everyday. :P Haha. But then, those are better than having to crack my head and do assignments I suppose! I need a good, long break from that. Hopefully they will recharge my batteries and when I'm back in IPBA, I'll be so highly energetic and anxious for academic activities (I wish... I really know how to bluff to myself. Pssstt, shouldn't let the world to know that.)

Anyways... It's exactly 14 days before I am going to fly back home. Yay! Been missing home like crazy and finally the time almost come! I've never thought that two years (almost) will pass by sooo quickly. I am happy that I have actually managed to live in a foreign land without much problem 'cause I've never really thought of being somewhere this far before... I mean, I did daydream that I'd be able to study abroad when I was in high school but I didn't really think that it'd actually come true! Alhamdulillah. Though there are a lot of disappointments, like unachieved resolutions (which I don't want to mention here! haha) , still there are loads more good things that I gained here, whether I realize it or not (or at least that's what I want to believe... maimuki-desu!!). I'll miss Sydney for all the good and the bad things it offers, but I am all enthusiastic to go home as well. Hopefully, the road ahead is brighter and full of happiness and rahmah. InsyaAllah.

Off for now. ^,^v

AADBSK season II madness~!

yosh! finally they're here!
i can't imagine how happy i was when the parcel was in my embrace! (literally! i was hugging the box when i first receive them from the admin!)

so here the story goes~

yesterday, me and hannah were soooo bored and we were extremely hoping that AADBSK 2 would arrive~ hoping that pakcik posmen would knock on our door with a parcel for me (or us~ haha). but it was already past noon... and pakcik posmen was still not showing himself... i was already going half 'crazy'~ we kinda watched a movie (the banquet with daniel wu... not exactly the best movie we've watched, if you know what i mean) and did a survey in my room just to kill time and kill my anxiousness as well~

i almost gave up. maybe it's not gonna be here today i thought. it was already around 4 pm then. i don't know why i suddenly saw jaime's ym status ~ 'mari kite ke admin' or something along that line. and my fingers quickly gatal clicked her name and asked her why should we go to admin? (i kinda literally include myself in ~ well you know i usually do that stuff sometimes~ or maybe all the time? but neways... it's jaime, she'd understand! hahahaha). anyways... then she said she wanted to buy reload credit for her house phone but realized that she didn't have the money so she kinda feel like canceling going over to the admin office. i guess me clicking her name and asking the question was FATE. she asked to borrow a couple of dollars from me and dragged me there with her. i was actually secretly hoping that there'd be a notice in my mail box saying that AADBSK had arrived and i could collect it at the admin or even the post office (sanggup nak pergi post office asalkan bende tuh sampai!). but then jaime said she was in a rush because the admin might be closed anytime. it was already around 4.30 pm that time. she suggested that i should just go and asked the reception if i received any parcel. i agreed.

so off we go. i was hoping the parcel was there, but at the same time persuaded myself not to keep my hopes too high. i didn't wanna be too crushed! but then dang! my heart skipped a beat when the girl at the reception desk said that i had a parcel. but she scared me once again when she showed a wrong package to me. i was already quite sad then. i thought i was excited for nothing! however, she said she was wrong and checked the cabinet or whatever behind the counter once again~ and she took a medium-sized brown box. MY NAME was clearly PRINTED on the box! My heart screamed of joy! i was like... BEAMING! she might have wondered why is this girl soo excited receiving a parcel. well, yeah of course, it ALL ABOUT DONG BANG SHIN KI season 2 for heaven sake!

so i was smiling widely and kinda screamed a little on the way back home. jaime was the witness. hahaha. i couldn't stop speculating how hannah would react then. i knew she would scream. and she did... screamed AND jumped! hahaha. then we were busy taking pics and all that before watching them will giggly, fangirly mode... MAJOR FANGIRL mode actually~ huhu.

huishh. what a long post. my neck is killing me. hahaha. did i just bore you? :P sorry. can't help but write this down. ^^

now i am just gonna wait patiently for the blankie. Muah muah to Leleng for that. You love your sis so much, ei??? kkekeke

-wanee-