active? not!

Okay... I think Alin has tagged a wong person. It's about being active at school... what did I do really in school for extra curricular activities? Well, it was so RARE I can't even remember much actually~ So, anyway, though you guys will be dissapointed with my list... I'd just tell ya briefly how NOT active I was in school....

Primary school....
I only remember being a reserve for a debate~ oh nope.. public speaking, I think~

Secondary school...

• I was sooo not active back in Naim. I don't know why but I just don't want feel like participating in anything at all~ I hardly even go to the extra-curricular activities. Suke cari alasan nak ponteng those activities... Haha~ tapi I tak ponteng sekolah ok! Perfect attandence~!!!
• In MJSC... I just entered a english debate competition between MJSCs of our zones (which I can't remember). I forget till what round I was in... but I remember it wasn't the final... haha!!
• Being part of the choral speaking team... not really apart of the team... I only write the 'script' (?) or lines or whatever you call it and watch them practice~ hahaha~ I do the easy work
• I also wrote a script for a drama competition between MJSC... but using my junior's name.... it was after SPM already then... so my teachers and I made a pack that I helped writing the script because none of the students in the drama team that time (my juniors) seems to be able to write a script (or for whatever reason it was) so I became the scriptwriter illegally... Shhhhh~~~~~ And it won FIRST PLACE~!!! Just that of course... I bukan yang dapat nama... Orang lain tak tau except for my teachers and the drama team tu aje~~~ HUHU~!

Well... that's about all. Told ya it's not a long list~~~

Okies. Gotta go to the library

Sign off.

-wanee-

welcome to my life~

it's been a while since the last entry, i just don't have anything to do... and nothing to complain except for the usual stuff i complain about.. assignments, readings... getting fatter, wanting to be thinner.. all that same old stuff. i know. my life is boring. but that's what made it my life i guess. it's all good though. it just means that i have a pretty stable life. no one to annoy me... and i hope i don't annoy anybody as well. well. just a plain, happy, comfortable life.

right now i'm looking at my ling 340 assignments. i don't have any idea on how to discuss maths language. sigh. maybe cuz i don't have much love for the subject since high school (addmaths that is.. i'm not that bad in modern-maths) and now it's coming back to me. i don't know... crossing path anyway near maths made me feels... i don't know... annoyed? wait till i go back to malaysia and become a teacher. i'd be feeling suicidal i guess if im ever assigned to teach maths. and i'd ruined my students too.. haha~!!! uuu... mintak dijauhkann...

anyway... i got something else that worries me. i'm going to school soon. but i just don't think i have enough formal clothes to wear to school. buy some more? i don't want to... provided that it's very hard to find blouses with my size. i am soooo fed up of shopping. i want to save money. hehe... am i being stingy? i guess so... i've always been stingy... excluding money for food. i'd buy anything i feel like eating.. hehe.. anyway... lagipun bukan selalu pakai blouse... beli byk2 pon kalau x pakai cam membazir~~

hurm... did i bore you with my grumblings? well if i did i better stop now. i don't know if anyone bother reading this anyway. i don't even know why i bother writing anyway. sheeshh... i don't why but i think sounded depressed. i really am not that depressed.. or am i? haha.. better stop crapping.

mood: bosan
listening to: nothing. forgot to turn on my winamp... td tutup sbb azan... just towards the end of writing i listened to DongBangShinGi's songs...

Anyway... DBSK is my latest obsession~!!!

Just look at this cute little creature. Haha~ Don't be shocked~ I really think he's waaay cute. Some might think that this is so ridiculous but I can't help it!! He is just too cute.

"Aaa! Aaa! Aaa!" He keeps doing that in JiHwaZa (a korean gameshow) and that's waay cute either!

And I love it when others bully him. Coz he's sooo cute when in that situation.

His dolphin sound is also the cutest.

Notice how many the adjective 'cute' I used. Don't bother counting. I know there're lots!!

Wanee signing off.

P/S: My mood changes from the start and the end of this entry. Haha~!!! Notice what makes me depressed and what makes me happy? Kekekke. I am in cloud 9 now. Sorry!! (^,^!)v

when i'm angry?

hmm.. i know jaime has tagged me weeks ago but only now i am posting this entry.

so let's just get to the point. i don't get angry that easily, but i do get annoyed easily over small things. but usually it won't last a sec. i'd get over it easily too.

so when i am really angry

1. i stay quiet. avoid myself from talking to others (especially to the one making me angry.. until i'm ok again~). if somebody did then i'd reply in a monotonous tone, and as brief as possible. i don't usually snap at other people (except to my family members. i'm extra-sensitive around my family members. i tend to be calmer with my friends etc.)
2. i won't tell anyone that i'm angry. so i just bare with it ALL the time. yep. sometimes it hurts but it's just i keep things to myself.
3. if it's about mess, for instance if i clean the house, and then a split second later it's gone messy again, i NAG. ok. i know i'll grow up and be a naggy mother. it's inherited i guess. haha~! But this usually happens at home, having 2 younger brothers who like to put their books EVERYWHERE does help in stirring my anger. they even told me i tend to nag a lot.
4. i cry. yep. that's cuz i don't like, or rather, don't know how to tell what's inside my head & heart. so i tend to just cry.
5. sometimes i listen to loud music, really loud. so that i can just forget what's making me angry. if i'm angry and i listen to sentimental, slow stuff, i'll cry. hehe~

hmm... i guess that's about it. i can't think of anything other than that. it's been a while now that i get really angry and i wish it stays that way. being angry is tiring. i wish someday if i ever get angry again, i can just take a calm breath, ambil wuduk, solat sunat ke and then forget everything. that's the best way.

yosh!! selesai juge akhirnye.

sign off

-wanee-

Fuh~

It seemed that the Easter break has been moving so fast. It feels like it was only a few days ago that Hannah, Farah and Jaime left for their holidays in New Zealand, and I bet they are having a fantastic time there (though I heard them throwing up and all that while they were on their road trip). And today there are actually coming back! How time flies. Yes, time waits for no one. If you waste it, then even if you cried blood tears, it will never come back. That - I hope will be something I always remember.

While they were screaming and having fun in NZ, I myself have been enjoying myself in Sydney. Those lazy days at home spending time doing nothing but watching movies, series etc. also count, but I actually WENT OUT! It's not that I am really a homey person, it's the thought of travelling by bus and having difficulties in finding a spot for prayer that kills my eagerness to go out everytime. But as I don't want to just stay home, I decided to go with Fariza, Tasha and Fatin to the Royal Easter Show. It's really just a spontaneous thing for me so I don't really buy anything except for a bag that I desperately want to use in that instance. If it wasn't for that, I might not even buy anything at all. I guess you guys already know about my fickle-mindedness in deciding to buy things.. hehe. Nonetheless, I had fun.

My true shopping spree happens when we went to Berkinhead Point (now I am not sure this is the correct spelling~ whatever.. hehe). Then it continued to Auburn. But I guess the things I bought are the things that I've always wanted so I don't really regret spending my money. Though the thought of those money fly of (literally!) upsets me a bit. Ha-ha! But well, me and my shopping habits. Once I shop, I shop till I drop! Yep yep!

That's all for today. I'm having headache now 'cuz I've been doing bilingualism readings and planning since early in the morning. Huh... determined to get things done. At least a little. Hehe. So yeah. Sign off for now. Leave you with a few pics.
-Wanee-

Goong S Ends~

For the past 3 months I have been faithfully, patiently watching Goong S~ Though it has ended quite a while ago, still for a non-korean speaker like me, it just ends just as the subs were released today~...

The feeling? Contented 'cuz finally it's over, BUT I am also sad that I won't be able to feel anxious to see Kang Hoo/ Lee Hoo in action again~ of course I'll be doing reruns after this~
but the feeling now is the same when I finished my Prison Break marathon.. sad... i don't know... like I've lost something~ funny isn't it? [...but Prison Break gave me a little bit more impact as I watched it non-stop for four days~ what's more the storyline is waaayy more intense~... I am soooooo going to watch Season 3 when it airs!]

Hmm.. Now that that's over, it doesn't mean that I am over watching dramas~ you know what I mean (raised my left eyebrows.. hehe). Fuh~ my hard drive is getting full~!!! What am I to do??? I thought the space was big enough but apparently it is NOT! I need to think of something. Hopefully buying another external hard drive won't be an option.

Anyway, I'm posting a pic of Se7en (Choi Dong Wook) as Kang Hoo/Prince Lee Hoo from Goong S (Prince Who). Jjajjangmyun shikishaneyo? (I doubt that's the right way to say it...) Haha~!